Buffy: stress

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i think the stress is really starting to get to me. i'm actually having chest pains and something tells me that's not normal. how many 17 year olds have chest pains?? gah i have so much crap to do.....5 more days of school and then maybe i can relax......if only i could sleep!!

Mood: guess
Music: christmas music in the background

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Buffy: Ahhhh!!

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Too much to do and not enough time!!! I think I'm gonna lose my mind!! I had a triple grande peppermint mocha tonight from starbucks.....that means I had three shots of espresso......I have so much crap to do!!! i hate this!!! im not going to get to sleep like at all this week!! the next three weeks are gonna be so tough!! i wanna pull my hair out!!!!! ahhhhhhhh!!!

Mood: STRESSED!

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Buffy: Happy Turkey Day!

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hope everyone had a good thanksgiving......not too dysfunctional! im so bored and i have to get out of my house! i've been with family all day and i need a break!! help!!

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Buffy: i need a vacation

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If i don't get a break soon, I think I'm gonna shoot myself! All I ever do is work work work work work......and then f-ing work some more. My mind never stops. I never get a chance to breathe. I'm becoming resentful of everything, especially the obligations I enjoy. I'm so stressed out and I need a vacation. I'm so sick of school. It seems like there is no end to all the bull shit. It just keeps coming and piling on. It's really ridiculous. This whole system is ridiculous. Whatever happened to learning for the sake of learning and furthuring your knowledge and increasing your intelligence to better yourself? Half the stuff they teach us is NEVER going to be useful later in life!!! It's retarded!! Damn.

Mood: stressed

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Buffy: ummm

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ok, a few months ago i ran into my ex at a party. a few weeks ago we started seeing each other and are now considering dating again. possible formula for disaster, right? anyway, this whole thing has taken me completely by surprise. recently, something happened, and needless to say, i have almost completely fallen, or re-fallen, head over heals for him....to the point where i actully think i've fallen in love with him all over again. do i tell him, or wait till he says it first? i mean he did make the first move? does that or could hat mean he feels the same way? i don't know what to do. i'm scared and a little confused. i don't wanna push him away or scare him especially since we're finally able to be in a 10 foot radius of each other without clawing each other's eyes out, let alone beginning a possible relationship. help. and with mid-terms coming up.....grr

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