[ Ventilation ]

12-03-2004 4:31 pm

i realized today that i have no current life. i had an awesome life all growing up...then i got to college...and bam..instant unlifedom (i invented that word)

i used to go places all the time...do things...have hobbies...etc. i mean, i had a good job...rode and volunteered weekly at the stable, was in band and choir...etc. and i actually did stuff

i need to pick up a hobby or something to do to take up some time. maybe i'll start a writing fetish or something :P or maybe i'll start sketching again. i used to do art-type stuff all the time...haven't done any of it for a while. (and you guys w/ your recent creative streaks... i feel like i'm being uncreative..so i am now inspired) and i miss playing all sorts of different instruments. i'm only currently keeping up w/ 2 of them, and that's not up to par for me. and i used to read a lot...but lately all i do is sit at my computer. bleh. (stolen word)

i think i need to take a pen and notebook, and just go sit in the woods when we have our first really heavy snow.

oh, and btw, i really want snow. i mean...REALLY!!!!!

i've noticed that my hair smells really good because it's too short for a ponytail, so the front locks come out, and hang down in front of my face. :P

Mood: thoughtful/inspired
Music: the music in my head

Comments (6)

fuzmeister - (The Real ST)

Why do you need to go to the woods in the snow to be creative? You can look at a bottle of mustard and see an entire world within its whole mustardy tastiness.

And you have a current life, but it's just not what you want. Is it now?

toodldo_4julie - ()

it's not so much that the current life isn't what i want, or isn't semi-enjoyable, it's more that it isn't what my old (familiar) lifestyle was, and i really liked my old life...

i'm not saying that mustard isn't creative...i'm saying that i want to go out for the first snowfall with a pen/pencil and some paper and just see what happens. :P i'm not going to wait for that snowfall to get creative... i just want to use the first snowfall when it comes. it was just an idea.

2-HeadedGiraffe - (*(..)*)

Some things inspire creativity in people more than others. If snowy woods inspire you, that's cool. Run with it, but don't run with scissors.

toodldo_4julie - ()

awwwww...why not?

let's live on the wild side!! run w/ the scissors, i say. just don't impale yourself. heh heh... (or if you do, be sure i'm there...i'll probably be able to stop the bleeding after i absorbed as much of the view of blood as i could......i mean, i do really like blood, but i think my concern for the safety of the impaled individual would outweigh my blood fetish..also, i was going to be a doctor..so i know how to stop bleeding and such..used to read anatomy books and the like)

not that you needed to know all that :P

Andy - ()

We all know what Weird Al says about running with scissors...

toodldo_4julie - ()

LOL

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