toodldo_4julie: stuff

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i definately have pretty wide horizons as far as the music that i like, but lately, i've been listening to two things. john frusciante, and velvet revolver.


just awesome. that's all i have to say. wow.



Mood: very music oriented
Music: Velvet Revolver - Loving the Alien
Browsing: john frusciante site

toodldo_4julie: deadlines

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deadlines are just another form of restraint that is placed upon individual people by society. along w/ deadlines are fads and fashion, also age. all of these are limits that our society tries to force upon us. so i say, screw deadlines, don't follow what's in fashion, and do what you want, no matter your age. hm.. that's a really careless way to live, but that is also another idea that society imposes upon us; the idea that living that way is careless. how much is actually human nature, or truth, if society is what the main determining factor of how we think and/or act?

i am typing on my manufactured keyboard, to put words into an online journal, because society says that computers are better than a pen and sheet of paper.

a good song for this mood: Big Machine, by Velvet Revolver


Mood: conforming in my nonconformity
Music: john frusciante - scratches
Browsing: lyrics to big machine

toodldo_4julie: juice

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i want some JUICE. not the fake, mostly sugar substance that companies try to entice kids into wanting, but real juice. i want some cranberry juice, or some cran-raspberry, or grape, or something. something GOOD.


but no. i have no juice. i'm stuck here eating fruit cocktail, because i have no means to get to the store to buy juice. JUICE. lol.


and as i was telling friendkyle, sugary syrup is not the same as full-blown juice :( oh well..i'll hit up the cafeteria tomorrow for some juice. some REAL juice. :D


Mood: juice-deprived
Music: the music in my head...i made a strange sound on the guitar tonight, and now it won't leave me be....

toodldo_4julie: powerful

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music is powerful
wind is powerful
cold is powerful
heat is powerful
pain is powerful
friendship is powerful
water is powerful
moonlight is powerful
sunlight is powerful
an entire colony of ants is powerful
fear is powerful
hate is powerful
love is powerful



add as you think of them...


Mood: considering
Music: the mamas and the papas - california dreamin'

toodldo_4julie: wtf

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the kids in my dorm (and i call them kids, becuase i believe they are quite childish...not childlike, that would be cute. but annoying childish kids) must still be in kindergarten. i swear. i'm ashamed to liken myself to them enough to even recognize that we're of the same age. how old do they have to be before they stop doing stuff like knocking on b-room doors, and laughing and thinking it's the greatest... then staring at you when you emerge. my GOD. wow, i thought i'd left that behind in elementary school....guess not. i've come to learn that kids in college (at least most of my fellow freshmen) are just like kids in kindergarten, and they don't seem to realize how stupid they come off as. i think...oh my....they might even think it's an 'attractive' quality. bleh..

oh, and they were probably drunk. so we have drunk, first graders wandering around my dorm. wonderful. as if having drunk suitemates that puked all over the b-room that joins our rooms wasn't enough... what a WONDERFUL living environment. it just feels SO homey and everything. *very obvious rolling of the eyes*


Mood: disgusted/annoyed
Music: the mamas and the papas