toodldo_4julie: powerful

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music is powerful
wind is powerful
cold is powerful
heat is powerful
pain is powerful
friendship is powerful
water is powerful
moonlight is powerful
sunlight is powerful
an entire colony of ants is powerful
fear is powerful
hate is powerful
love is powerful



add as you think of them...


Mood: considering
Music: the mamas and the papas - california dreamin'

toodldo_4julie: wtf

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the kids in my dorm (and i call them kids, becuase i believe they are quite childish...not childlike, that would be cute. but annoying childish kids) must still be in kindergarten. i swear. i'm ashamed to liken myself to them enough to even recognize that we're of the same age. how old do they have to be before they stop doing stuff like knocking on b-room doors, and laughing and thinking it's the greatest... then staring at you when you emerge. my GOD. wow, i thought i'd left that behind in elementary school....guess not. i've come to learn that kids in college (at least most of my fellow freshmen) are just like kids in kindergarten, and they don't seem to realize how stupid they come off as. i think...oh my....they might even think it's an 'attractive' quality. bleh..

oh, and they were probably drunk. so we have drunk, first graders wandering around my dorm. wonderful. as if having drunk suitemates that puked all over the b-room that joins our rooms wasn't enough... what a WONDERFUL living environment. it just feels SO homey and everything. *very obvious rolling of the eyes*


Mood: disgusted/annoyed
Music: the mamas and the papas

toodldo_4julie: hm...

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i realized today that i have no current life. i had an awesome life all growing up...then i got to college...and bam..instant unlifedom (i invented that word)


i used to go places all the time...do things...have hobbies...etc. i mean, i had a good job...rode and volunteered weekly at the stable, was in band and choir...etc. and i actually did stuff


i need to pick up a hobby or something to do to take up some time. maybe i'll start a writing fetish or something :P or maybe i'll start sketching again. i used to do art-type stuff all the time...haven't done any of it for a while. (and you guys w/ your recent creative streaks... i feel like i'm being uncreative..so i am now inspired) and i miss playing all sorts of different instruments. i'm only currently keeping up w/ 2 of them, and that's not up to par for me. and i used to read a lot...but lately all i do is sit at my computer. bleh. (stolen word)


i think i need to take a pen and notebook, and just go sit in the woods when we have our first really heavy snow.


oh, and btw, i really want snow. i mean...REALLY!!!!!


i've noticed that my hair smells really good because it's too short for a ponytail, so the front locks come out, and hang down in front of my face. :P


Mood: thoughtful/inspired
Music: the music in my head

toodldo_4julie: the golf man

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i have a little metal man swinging a golf club..and he's on a spring attatched to a weighted metal base. he sways a lot. how mesmerizing.




Mood: observant
Music: roomie's music
Browsing: fuzzy sent me here.. :P

toodldo_4julie: forget life

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damn everything and damn me


Mood: caring to the point of uncaring
Music: none, for once i'd rather feel life in all of it's messed up-ness than escape into music