toodldo_4julie: it's been a long time.....

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many things have happened in the last however long.
*dennis moved down (YAY!!!)
*we got an awesome apartment
*he got a high paying job, so he's not worried all the time, which makes me happy
*i am wearing an engagement ring
*i have furnature
*my arms tanned but the rest of me remained white
*i am now singing in megan's wedding because the guy (yeah.. i get to sing a guy's part) backed out only about 2 weeks before the wedding
*i have to wear a dress
* one of the kids at work gives me about 8 hugs daily and tells me he wishes i was his mommy
*i activated lots of stuff for the first time in my life, like electicity, phone, internet, water.. etc. fun stuff
*i get to use doug's car for the week while he and megan are on their honeymoon.
*i went swimming several times
*i've built up more of a relationship w/ my mom and my two half sisters
*sam (bio-father) and i have talked about 8 times now
*my fingers and toes still have bad luck

i have air conditioning... excuse me while i make a happy sigh.....*sigh*......








ok.. um.. yeah.. that's it.. wow, i have internet again, i think i'm gonna go jump around the room and make a joyous sound... WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D


Mood: happy/tired
Music: john frusciante - water

toodldo_4julie: he'll be comin round the mountain when he comes...

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a guy escaped from jail, came down the mountain, killed 2 of his relatives w/ a shotgun, and (i believe) has now committed suicide.

the camp counselors at the YMCA summer program (not what i work through, i'm w/ parks and rec.) where my two half sisters (ages 8 and 6) go everyday told all of the kids that a madman was on the loose so they had to lock the doors to be sure that he wouldn't be able to get inside. they were awake until about 11 (their bedtime is at 8:30) terrified that he was gonna break into my mom's house and then kill us all... and then they had nightmares. good fucking god. i mean, who in their right minds would tell a bunch of kids approx. 7 yrs old that a murderer had just escaped and was coming down the mountain and would kill them all if they didn't lock all the doors?!?


Mood: pissed at stupid people that don't know how to work w/ kids

toodldo_4julie: genetics?

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sometimes there is an idea or thought or something that sorta takes over your thoughts....

it's like a piercing kind of itch, something that you can't really stop.. it just keeps nagging at you. like a splinter under the skin

anywho.... i called my biological father and talked to him. we have the same feet. or so i'm told. wide feet. hmm...

i hope that's all i inherited, cuz he's also diabetic. bleh... good thing i prefer salt over sugar.

time to go drink something cold. 85 degrees outside w/ direct sunlight


Mood: excited.... 7 days left until he moves down!
Music: beatles - 8 days a week

toodldo_4julie: sunburn and heartache

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i have peeled an entire sheet of skin from both arms today. and i'm not red anymore!



the worse kind of feeling in the world is when you miss someone so much that you just randomly feel like crying w/o knowing why until the tears have started to fall.


Mood: peeled
Music: john frusciante - Anne

toodldo_4julie:

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i now know the name of each and every kid in 'Miss Tiara's' and my (miss julie) group. what fun. and not because i'm such a good person w/ learning names..nooo... it's because each and every one of the 14 kids in our group needed to be yelled at/disciplined/consoled/band-aided/cleaned up/timed out or just didn't listen and we had to call out to them while they ran away from the counselors while we were trying to get them in time out. anywho....

i saw rots not this past weekend, but the one before, and i thought it was pretty good. the only parts in it that stuck out to me as not as good as i wanted it to be was the dialogue between the now darth vader, and his 'was' wife, padme. it wasn't as bad as the second in the new trilogy, i'll give it that, but there were a few lines where i was like, cringing. but it got better. i think she actually pulled off the 'you're breaking my heart' line fairly well. so yeah..

i went shopping for my bridesmaid dress w/ megan and tonie, and I HATE DRESSES. grrrrrrrr... why can't a bridesmaid wear jeans and a tee? whyyyyyyyyyyyy.....

25 days seems like a long time, but in the scheme of things it's just a few days, and at the end of it, i get to live w/ dennis. :D