boat: NADDA

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i acquired my copy of star wars ep. II yesterday!!! oh, the joy that is my simple life. it wasn't the same without you yelling at the yoda scene though pork! i am very disappointed in my little brother though....but he'll come around and join the real world some day.....umm, maybe. work still sucks....is it possible to stay at a job you loath so much for over a year? unfortunaltly it is. well, at least kristyn and i are still together, whithout her, my life would be useless.

Mood: desent
Music: wwe: the anthology

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boat: love and friends

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i find myself pondering over a question these last few days....how do you know when God has awnsered your prayers and delivered to you the one in wich you will be with for the rest of your life? i've only been dating Kristyn for about three weeks, and everything just feels right. she is so great. we get along wonderfully and she is so honest and open, something i've never had in a relationship. we find ourselves making the dumbest excuses just so we can see each other. like she has me go to where she works and wait for her to get off so i can walk her to the car because she is "scarred of the dark." i keep waiting to wake up and find myself in my shack, and realizing it's all a dream, but it hasn't happened yet. i envy you porkie, you've found yours, and i hope that everything is well, and i hope that you two remind each other everyday how much the other means to you, because it's a rare thing....love is...true love i mean. hope to hear from you guys soon, i kinda miss ya'all.

Mood: good
Music: creed

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boat: life and he-man

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things couldnt be going any better lately....well, i could use a new job, but other than that. i've finally started up a new relationship after a two year vacation. it is great. i really feel like this one is THE one. every thing just feels right, and running smoothly. i am upset at the fact that i acquired one of the newly released masters of the universe figures and proudly displayed it on my wall. after about two or three weeks, i noticed that the price was still at $10, so i thought it wasn't going to increase in value any more, so like an idiot, i removed it from the box to pose and display on my shelf. the next week i bought the new price guide, and there were two versions of that figure, to my surprise....one VERY rare and the other was more common....well surprise, i had the VERY rare one.....and it wasn't worth $10 dollars in the box like the other, no no..it was worth $50!!!!! now it isn't worth poop because i took it out!!!! i now have people searching the country side trying to find me another one in wal-mart for $7 so i can pay them back and still have my $50 figure in the box and my one that is posed on my shelf.....i have yet to hear from them, so i think i'm just screwed.

Mood: satisfied
Music: creed- one last breath

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boat: i'm back

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i can't believe it's been four months since i last posted. things have been crazy lately. i still hate my job with the fire of a thousand suns, and i've hurt myself again. this is the third time i've hurt my back at that place since i started there last november. they say there going to move me to another dept., but i highly doubt that is ever going to happen. i've been trying to get back into church, but that has proven one of the toughest challenges yet. i really enjoy the church and the youth group and youth pastor. we've been playing b-ball every thurs. i've realized that i can't do all the things i used to do in high school ball anymore....yes, i've finally grown "to old for this sh--." i think i've captured the interest of a certain young lady in the group, but i myself am uncertain if i really want to pursue this development given my past history. that, and i've enjoyed my two, going on three, year vacation from relationships. i suggest everyone try it, you finally realize what your not missing, and it's actually a good thing. yes, i'm being sarcastic, it was the most miserable years of my life!!! anywho.... gots stuff to do and plenty of time to do it in.

Mood: blah!!!
Music: none

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boat: Jedi have it all, or do they?

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I've been thinking alot about the whole Star Wars thing. I believe that the Jedi have all the awnsers to life in there mandates and doctrines and codes. Think about it, they did not know anger....if they did, they were expelled. They did not know hate. How great of a world would this be if noone hated? Again, if they did, they were gone. And they believed in peace and justice, no matter the people involved, or the politics that corrupted the situation. They were respected and feared through out the galaxy. But I think the one thing I both admire and disagree with is the not allowing to fall in love. Think of the struggle in itself that was. How could you not love someone your whole life? I admire the dedacation to there cause and order, to put love aside for your "job", for lack of better words. I can't say that I agree with this, but I can't say that I disagree either. Love can either drive you to excell and bring happiness, or it can destroy you and leave you in complete unhappiness.......Hmmmmm, think more on this, I will.

Mood: Much confussion I feel, yeessss.

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