boat: ramble

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today was very uneventful. besides talking to a girl from texas for two hours on the net, i feel that i have wasted yet another day. "Tell me who wants to look back on there years and wonder where those years have gone?"

Mood: somber

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boat: decisions

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i have found that life is the decisions that we make. if you make bad decisions, your life reflects upon those. if you make good, wise decisions, you might actually find some happiness in this world. if you hate someone, you will hate everyone. if you don't forgive, you won't be forgiven. if you love, then you will be loved. i think you get the point.

Mood: open and understanding

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boat: superman

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it's amazing the stuff that comes in your head when your staring at a wall for about an hour.

SUPERMAN

why can't i be superman
flying here and there
why can't i be superman
and live without a care

why can't i be stronger
than any man alive
why must i always falter
just to get up and strive

why can't i be faster
than the normal man
why can't i apologize
and have them understand

why can't i be a hero
be known near and far
why can't i be superman
and not settle for par

Mood: distant
Music: you just read it (it's not a song yet)

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boat: what the hell?!?!

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people in athority suck. they kiss one guys ass while ramming something up the others. i get a two minute lecture yesterday because i went to piss 10 min. before the go home bell. but larry quits working at 10 AFTER three, goes washes his hands for 5-10 minutes, comes back, sticks his thumb up his ass untill 15-20 after, THEN CLOCKS OUT AND GOES HOME....AT 3:20!!! the time i went to go piss. he's already in his only friends truck half asleep by the time it takes me to get out of the bathroom. CHRIST!!!!!!!BLOODY-HELL AND DAMN!!!!

Mood: agravated and a tid bit pissed, but other than that....
Music: only the song in my head

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boat: life

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i really wish i could understand how people can go to a job that they hate for years and call it a life? i wake up every morning and the first, literal words out of my mouth are" i hate my -ucking job!" why do old people have to be such craby bastards? if you don't want to work---RETIRE!!!! larry is the biggest -sshole i have EVER seen. if he died tonight, i wouldn't care.thats just my work life. my real life is twisted in knots. people think that i've found this "inner peace" crap and that i'm so much happier. i want what i can't have, and i have what i don't want.

Mood: lost
Music: stand here with me----creed

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