fuzmeister: Days of Realization
I realized quite a few things this week. Most of these thoughts were sparked by conversations that I had with my co-workers and a conversation I had with Kate. My everlasting dream of doing something with S+F Software is pretty much a crap shoot. It's not that I don't want anything to happen with it, mind you, but I'm pretty much the only person that gives a damn. Understandably so, I suppose.
My friends at work have been encouraging me to play my music live somewhere a lot lately too. This got me thinking about what it means to be successful and I ended up realizing that success is ultimately relative to each person. Music is a hard thing to actually do anything with - but it's a constant piece of culture.
Video games are relatively new still and the market today is insane. I'm pretty much sold that there's no way S+F will ever be anything more than what it is. I will probably finish up the projects that I have started and keep maintaining the site, but I don't know how overly ambitious I will be in terms of new stuff. It's just too hard by myself.
I'll probably keep writing albums though - maybe I can do something with that.
Some people are happy working for the man their whole life, but it feels like humans are meant for so much more. At least, it seems that way to me.
Mood: Contemplative
Music: Flook - Ramnee Ceilidah
I realized quite a few things this week. Most of these thoughts were sparked by conversations that I had with my co-workers and a conversation I had with Kate. My everlasting dream of doing something with S+F Software is pretty much a crap shoot. It's not that I don't want anything to happen with it, mind you, but I'm pretty much the only person that gives a damn. Understandably so, I suppose.
My friends at work have been encouraging me to play my music live somewhere a lot lately too. This got me thinking about what it means to be successful and I ended up realizing that success is ultimately relative to each person. Music is a hard thing to actually do anything with - but it's a constant piece of culture.
Video games are relatively new still and the market today is insane. I'm pretty much sold that there's no way S+F will ever be anything more than what it is. I will probably finish up the projects that I have started and keep maintaining the site, but I don't know how overly ambitious I will be in terms of new stuff. It's just too hard by myself.
I'll probably keep writing albums though - maybe I can do something with that.
Some people are happy working for the man their whole life, but it feels like humans are meant for so much more. At least, it seems that way to me.
Mood: Contemplative
Music: Flook - Ramnee Ceilidah
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