fuzmeister: 'Tis The Season For Materialism

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I hate talking to people right after Christmas because the topic of gifts always comes up. "Oh, hey! What'd you get for Christmas?" Sheesh. While I gladly acknowledge the religious Christmas holiday, the commercial bullshit just has me fed up; well, that and going home for break just to be controlled. It's like those pumpkin folks said: "Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage."

By the way, if the next time you talk to me you ask me what I got for Christmas... I'll kick your -insert suitable love organ name-.

Love to all,
Steve

Mood: Hungry
Music: The Beatles - Dear Prudence

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fuzmeister: The Stranger

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My neighbor Ed came over today. I always thought he was a cool cat because he knows a lot about sound production - something that I am very interested in. However, I haven't seen Ed in a while since I was away at university. I hadn't talked to him since his motorcycle accident. It was subtle, but I could tell a big difference in his personality. It sort of made me sad; how little control we really do have over who we are. Today is Christmas Eve though, so it's no time to focus on bad stuff (or so I'm told).

Mood: Passive
Music: Foo Fighters - Over And Out
Browsing: CI Records

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fuzmeister: The Lost Christmas Eve

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This time of year can be a real pain in the ass. Yes, it is true that people come together in celebration of something that has been commercialized. It's also true that I get a generous two week break from attending the university. However, I'm just bummed out. I dislike the fact that college classes are handled the way they are sometimes and I always tell myself I'm going to overcome the issues I have with them. Sometimes I let myself down though.

I miss you, Kate.

Mood: Down In The Dumps
Music: John Lennon - Happy Christmas (War Is Over)
Browsing: Firefox - Rediscover the Web

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fuzmeister: Browsing The Internet For Fun Things Late at Night

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It's sad how insanely big the internet is. If I had a fraction of a penny for each web site... hell, each broken link on the internet I could buy Earth. That's no lie. It's sad that this web site is pretty much all I could find that entertained me. I guess that's an understandment since only some of the web site entertained me.

Boo, Internet! You suck!



Okay, everyone. I think it's time for me to get my ass in bed.

Love to all,
Steve

Mood: Getting Sleepy... Sleepy...
Music: Chicago - 25 Or 6 To 4
Browsing: toothpaste for dinner - daily drew drawings

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fuzmeister: Musical Dreams

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All I really want to do is be able to record something. My own personal aspirations for music can wait. Projects like my Allusions to a God record have been put on hold not because of creativity issues, but because of the impracticality of recording. I've been interested in experimental and, sometimes, progressive rock music like the kind heard on Ataxia's Automatic Writing album. Lately, I've also been listening to a lot of Depeche Mode. It amazes me how human their music is for the lack of non-electronic instruments on most songs.

I found out today that I might be able to see Kate over the New Year's holiday. That would make me really, really happy. I'd also like to be able to record some music sometime soon.

Mood: Dreamy
Music: Depeche Mode - People Are People
Browsing: Sadaharu

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