JesusFreak: So..yeah I blew it again....

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Yep... I've done it again... I am such an IDIOT to think that it would ever happen... I am like the expert on scaring guys away, I love it. I'm serious... I get close to a guy and then the INSTANT I think it may just turn onto something.. I smother it. Oops.. I said too much...

Mood: frustrated/depressed
Music: A Walk to Remember Soundtrack

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JesusFreak: Its been awhile

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So...its been a while since I wrote last...so I thought you'd like to know that I am alive and fairly well. Been pretty busy hanging out with my new buddy Matt and pretty much working and attempting to eat.. its been a struggle for me lately...gr... but otherwise things are going... yepper.... well...eveyone have a great week and stuff! TTYL!

Mood: Shibby
Music: Helen Reddy Greatest Hits

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JesusFreak: Calgone

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This week was probably the worst ever... I am fasting today and hanging out with my youth group and another church tonite and tomorrow, so I really pray that that will make me feel better.. I really dislike being depressed in a sort! Hope that you all have a great weekend! See ya Monday! Luv ya's!

Mood: Don't ask
Music: Plumb..... Damaged

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JesusFreak: Good guys do exist

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I love guys... i just realized this now... Like Matt.. who talks to me despite my tired delirium most of the time.. and Jim..he's so cute i wanna give him a big hug! ahh.... Thanks to all the nice guys who are still out there! *I saw errors in here from a previous post* Therefore, it is VERY out of date!

Mood: Joyous
Music: Aerosmith.....Amazing....

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JesusFreak:

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"You saw me lost in treading water I looked pathetic and as helpless as a stinger without a bee but underneath my presentation, yeah I knew the walls were coming down and the stones that fell were aiming away from me Hey, what would it mean to you? (what would it mean to you?) to know that it'll come back around again hey, whatever it means to you (whatever it means to you) know that everything moves in circles, yeah I saw you standing in my headlights, blink blink blink I thought I'd run you down for the weight you left on me but then I pressed rewind, reversed and drove away and see you, disappear in my rearview brought to me the word reciprocity Hey, what would it mean to you? (what would it mean to you?) to know that it'll come back around again hey, whatever it means to you (whatever it means to you) know that everything moves in circles, yeah Round and round we go who could've known it'd end so well? we fall on and we fall off existential carousel Hey, what would it mean to you? (what would it mean to you?) to know that it'll come back around again hey, whatever it means to you (whatever it means to you) know that everything moves in circles, yeah oh, everything moves in circles Round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round!" Rememeber....what goes around comes around!

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