nitrusoxyde: Recent Findings Indicate
I'm often finding that I remind myself of my friend Jeff. I hate women and am in debt. Maggie seems to be having a bout of "I don't care about Jared anymore and I'm going to be a bitch". What sucks is that I'm taking it like a beaten puppy. Hopefully she'll get over it.
I'm confident I could get another girlfriend who's nice, its just a matter of how much I really care about her. I'm a nerd, this is a typical problem.
The problem I notice most though is that she's just nitpicking me for every little thing I do. I told her about my new computer I bought and she went off about how I never save money, and how I should pay her grandparents back for my ticket to California if I'm going to spend my money. (This is coming from the girl who spent $800 on clothes in one day.)
All together I'd have to say this is just one big groaning agony pit. What's annoying though is that I'm 100% sure she'd never find another guy willing to take the shit from her like I do, but then again maybe that's why I'm taking it.
ANYWAY - I spent way too much money on a computer. Dual Xeon mobo with a single Xeon 3.06Ghz CPU, 73GB SCSI hard disk, DVD+R, Radeon 9800, 1GB 533MHz RAM. Its going to evolve into something more than a PC, I'm sure.
I leave you with a quote - "Spock, have you lost your mind? Are you sure full damnation is best?" If you want more, download Vulcan by Snake River Conspiracy.
Mood: Groan
Music: Snake River Conspiracy - Vulcan